Welcome back to T he Raven Scott Show the mission of this podcast is to bring you education, inspiration, and empowerment. Through relatable conversations. Empowering information. and self-healing practices Have you had an emotionally frustrated encounter with your child lately? What do they do that triggers you and who in your childhood did the same? . Have you ever wondered? Why does my child do this? What is going on. Or maybe you're trying to discover what your soul's purpose is and what the correct career path, you just don't understand why there are so many energy blocks. In your way to abundance and joy. When I found my human design chart, it gave me so much clarity. That I couldn't even imagine it described me to a T and went even further and shared with me what my life's theme is. And I feel such a calm knowing that I'm on the right path. Knowing my child's human design chart is so important and has been such a powerful tool for me. It's almost like. You know, they say, as parents, you don't have a manual to knowing how to raise your child. Well, human design is probably the closest thing to that roadmap because the human design chart is your child's unique blueprint. And so if you want to know how unique your child is and how you can parent them that aligns and flows with ease. Contact me and I will run you and your child's chart to take a look at what the interaction is. And. How I can help you and coach you in. Making your parenting journey just a little bit easier. So sign up for your human design chart. Reading today. Today, I'm sharing with you a conversation with Yara Atlantica Miller. Her soul name and her birth name is Janet Miller. And she has been on the eternal journey of owning her divine light for the past 20 years. Having come full circle as the divine light activator assisting and supporting the current wave of awakening souls. Stepping out of the 3d matrix and onto the 40 bridge and to the five D higher consciousness. These awakened souls have been propelled onto the path of self-love. And Janet provides. A community of support through her mastermind group called the divine light accelerators. Jenna is also the host of her own podcast. Own your divine light show, featuring experts all over the world, sharing their roads to enlightenment. Creating the freedom to be the authentic people. They are meant to be. As energy conduit, she supports people through energy sessions. Chakra work and other energy modalities. As a sole purpose, Oracle reader, she assists others in understanding the creation codes of their unique birth name. Janet is a co author of women let's rise, which is available now. All of the links to find her and all of her offerings are in the show notes. I Raven so happy to be here and yes, we're starting and I picked a card for today. Our cart is dream. It's like a native American woman. I see with rose colored glasses and like all these dream. Oh my gosh. That's beautiful. This is an amazing artist in his name is any rights, the cards. And he does the artwork, John Arthur Moseley. And I have to say, this has been my favorite deck for the last three years, since everything started not right before it started, I got this deck and I just, every time I pick it, it just gives me new insights of where I am, where the people I'm with are. And it's amazing, you know, I really find it to be so intuitive. So this card is dream and it says reflection, allowing and attraction. So, you know, I think we've let go of some dreams lately with the way things have been going. And I think it's time to start bringing those dreams back because we're in charge, we're in charge of the dreams we're in charge of us and we're in charge of our reality. And then we're, it's our reality. We create it where the creators. And so when we have. Come up. It's like, okay, now it's time. You've opened it up to the time now that you can dream again. So how beautiful is that? So I'm going to read, this is card and I love numbers. This isn't 39. And when you add a 39, it's a 12 and a 12 is a master number. And it even goes down to a three, which could be the Trinity. And, uh, you know, just the goddess, like the triple goddess. I was just reading about, um, uh, the divine, the divine feminine, uh, goddess. And one of them is Bridget and Bridget is a triple goddess and she brings in illumination and, uh, you know, higher consciousness, but also the connection to the earth and also, you know, the connection to the feminine. And she was the main, one of the main goddesses in the ancient times. And she, uh, she was also known as Heston. Um, and also, um, I can't remember the other name that, um, they were in Greece and also in Rome. And she, um, had the seven Vestal virgins and the light was lit all around there until at a certain entity, which I won't probably name. I didn't want to offend people, but it's, it's a church. It's a large church entity. Let's let you put your imagination to that. That controls a lot of population, put those out to bring in the patriarchal and you know, we'll see how that has happened in our world. We see how the peach has come in. And in the ancient times it was all based on natural lineal and everything was very harmonious and very balanced. And there was equality between the middle and the female. There was no, there was no competition. There was no subservience. There was none of that. So we're going back to that. I mean, this is the age of Aquarius we're moving into, it's all open. The doors have opened and the divine feminine is coming through and it's so important. And it's men and women because we have both, we're both a divine masculine, divine feminine. If you, you know, if you know your body, if you study any kind of esoteric teachings, the right side is your masculine, your left side is your feminine right. Brain is off the opposite of the body that controls the side of the body. So the right brain is your more spiritual, artistic mindset, creative. And the left side is you're more, um, focused and structured and more analytical part of your brain. So, um, that when we balance them out, we're in perfect wholeness, which is what we're moving into this whole. And you pulled that, that card is so perfect for this week. And this time, I don't know if you follow any astrological things, but the transit. Uh, Jupiter and Neptune conjunct in Pisces, mercury just entered Pisces. Pisces is the Dreamies Zodiac. It is like the depths of the waters. So you may be feeling intense emotions and that card you pulled was dream. It's such a perfect. I love that. Yeah. I haven't looked at my astrology this week because I don't know I've been doing other things, but let me just read that. It's okay. It's it's intense this week. It's an intense storm chance for, I would say the last month March with. I can't even imagine. And now we're into spring. Thank you so ready. And we're actually now we're in spring. We're fully into it. So you don't mind if I read this to you? Go ahead please. Okay. So in the listening, I hear a revealing speaking in sounds and imagery. I bow to the sacred messenger inside for it is through my own body that the messages are unfolding, offering wisdom and spirits to time I breathe in and exhale slowly, allowing guidance to arise in full integrity. I offer myself to clarity and carry it forward in my life. Now that's just one part there's a whole lot more. Do you want me to read it? It's very interesting. Yeah, it's up to you. Okay. I know I love it too. So I'm glad it's easy to get caught up and striving and pushing our way through life. Going after our goals and desires often, we don't realize that we're actually pushing what we want away from. Through our vibration rather than getting closer to it. Sometimes we even forget what we're working towards. One of the most powerful things we can do in these moments is to slow down and relax. That has been coming through so much for me and many people around me resting sometimes even for a moment helps our vibration synchronized with the universe. What we're seeking is seeking us. So sometimes we need to slow down. So the abundance we've been seeking can catch up to us. Law of attraction. Devote is know that when we put ourselves into a state of feeling as if something's already manifested, then the universe always does its part and manifest it for us. The underlying reason we want anything is because of the feeling we hope for when we have it. So how would we feel right now if we had what it is we're working with? Would we feel happy and at peace when we be relaxed and at ease, how would we be breathing? However we want to feel. We have the ability to start feeling that way. Now it may take some practice, but it's well worth it because this is the beginning of your dreams coming into manifestation. So there's another message. The language of the universe is vibration. The universe hears and responds directly to your vibrations. So the most important thing you can do is tend to them. This is a message for you to rest and reset your vibration back into balance so your dreams can manifest the conditions in your outer world are always a reflection of your inner vibration. So changing your vibration will truly change your situation. The universe is listening and responding to it. This is the time to slow down, relax and let yourself dream and allow the manifestation of your dreams to come to you. Oh my gosh, I got chill. Thank you. I'm glad that it's amazing. The things that we get, it's just that we needed at the time. You know, I think that people don't allow ourselves to relax. This is part of this world that we live in. It's push, push, push, keep up, keep up, keep up. And that's the old energy. I don't want to do it anymore. Do we?. I know. Even relating I'm thinking into relationships. I was just watching a show called the Ultimatum and this one, it can be so toxic when you're trying to push something enforced. Into relationship or you're trying to force to be with someone like holding on so tight when you, what you really need to do is let go, because when you let go, you both can find people that are at your vibrational frequency for each other versus holding on so tight and pushing, right? Yeah. I think that's all about fear of change. Everyone is afraid to change. Changes so challenging to people. They love to be in their comfort zone. I mean, this is what I think where the world is at right now. We've been in this slumbered comfort zone. We've given our power away. I mean, it connects very well to what we're talking about here, the podcast we give our power away. And so now we're realizing, oh, that isn't working very well. We don't like the way this is feeling or working and it's time to take it back because we are the men. We are the multitude and we are the numbers and we are in charge basically, if you really look at it that way, but also our spiritual body to connect spiritually. I mean, slowing down has been huge for me, huge for the last month. I mean, I actually had a whole show set up to, to start and, and, and do I do my own show called own your divine light, but I. Didn't feel it I'm like, you know what? I have to honor this. Yeah. And you know, I always like to push through, like, they're just, I was trying, I was going to, I said, I can push through this and I'm thinking, no, that's not what this is about anymore. It's not pushing through, it's being enjoy as you're doing things and to be a peace with it. And it flows and things flow in your life. And when you're pushing, like you said, that holding and not letting go, it just, it doesn't work. It just doesn't work anymore. There was that saying what you resist persists. Yes. Oh yeah. That one. Well, yes, absolutely. I like that. Yeah. Yeah. And so here today, we're talking about, um, really the divine body. I love this whole concept of, um, we can kind of dive in a bit more to the 3d 40 metrics, but what that does and helps you, who are healing from any abuse, emotional abuse. Um, what's the right word navigating through these murky waters is to gain clarity. And sometimes that clarity comes like we're talking about with surrendering, surrendering your 3d world, meaning like your world physically around you and asking your soul, like, what do you need? And now is a beautiful time to really allow, um, again with Saturn, um, the energy of Saturn helping you, there's all that responsibility, responsibility. Like what are you doing with your life? Really? That's really what helped me leave my first nurse's relationship? What, what are you doing in your life? What are you doing here? Or is this gonna go on forever? And you have to ask yourself that. So I'd love for your comment on that and any additional information regarding 3d 45. Yeah. Well, if I I'm just going to go back to my, like, it started in childhood, my narcissistic, uh, you know, connections, which I didn't realize, but I guess I think I did subconsciously, but your child, you don't realize it. You know, I was, um, very young, uh, you know, just the, the classic dysfunctional family. It was basically alcoholic syndrome in there too. And, um, course, and it was a lot of, um, discomfort, unsafe, no not safe environment. And, um, but I became the confidant to my mind. Hmm. And that was, uh, that was at eight years old. I mean, eight years old, I was the confidence. So that was a crazy thing. And I used to remember Tang saying all these things to her, like an adult. And I would think, why am I, why am I being put in this position? I was getting resentful immediately as a child. Like, I like this isn't my job. I don't belong in this position, but I was forced into it. You know, it was like, I was the only one who seemed to have any kind of calm in her body or any kind of, you know, ability to pull back and look at the situation. And I'm eight years old. I'm like, okay. And that lasted for another two years. And then. And things slowed down and, and, and, you know, my dad stopped drinking and, you know, he didn't do program and all that, but you know, all the, all the stuff was there, the narcissism was still there. I mean, it was like, we call it, um, white knuckling. It's called white knuckling it, when you're trying to, you know, stay silver. I can tell you right now that I've been sober 30 years, I just celebrated my sobriety. And that was where I went to medicate myself and to stop the pain, you know, we go somewhere, it's either with abusive relationships, sexual from Scooty shopping, eating, you know, drugs, alcohol, whatever it is, we all have something that we run to. And, um, mine was cause it was, it mellowed me out. So at 14 years old, I had my first and that's where I started. And, but it wasn't like. You know, I went to school, I was a good girl. I was a good Catholic girl. And I went to because your nerves at home, Homer probably always in fight or flight mode. Yes. At four in fourth grade, I was taking a nerve pill. I remember my mother gave me a little purple pill and I just knew, I didn't even know. I mean, I don't even know if I was in it in my body. At that point. It was pretty, it was pretty crazy, but I remember taking it for probably about a year. I don't remember it much longer than that, but it must've helped can't remember any of it, except that, that was probably one of the worst years of my life through all of it. I numbed out. And then, so, you know, so that was due to narcissism because th the pressure around me was so great. I was expected to be there for these people, and I'm a child, and I had no idea that that's what narcissism was. And I mean, my mother was an only child. And so she had nobody ever, so she looked at me and I was like, uh, what, what's wrong with adults? You know, when does adult world, I don't want to be other adults, but you know, I don't know. I guess that was my, one of my jobs to wait only child. No, I was the oldest of three. Okay. Yeah. And, and so, you know, so by the time I was 19, now, all these years, I was planning on how to leave, to tell you the truth. I knew I had to get out. And so, you know how you said that you should leave? Like it's time to leave? Well, I had it 10 years old. I started planning. I'm going to leave and I don't know when that's going to happen, but it's going to happen. And at 19 it came in at 19. I did it and I left and I did have to leave. Like I remember listening to different people talk and I left at a time when they were not home, nobody was in the house. It was safe. It was safe to go. Cause I knew I would have. Yeah, it was, I would've gotten out. So I packed my little bag and I left a note saying, I'll call you and I will see you in six weeks. And I took the car I was using and I left. And, um, I remember calling my home and saying I'm okay, but it wasn't that they didn't care if I was okay. All I got was what, you don't know what you did to your mother. Right. Okay. What about what happened to me? Yeah, no, one's validating how I was feeling in this situation. Nothing. It was never there. So this is part of the narcissistic profile. And um, I said, you know, okay, you don't get it. I'm not coming back. And there was silence. It was like, oh, I have no control here anymore. There's no control left here. So that was it never, I mean, I went home and visited, but I never went back. But thank God I did, you know, but I still had to go through all those years of repeating. Because I was still angry, hurt, like the blame and the shame was always pointing out like everyone else does. And I, until I realized, oh no, this is about me. I have to take ownership of why did this? I mean, it's not that I, you know, you create your own reality, which I totally do believe that people come into your life to teach you lessons hard or soft. It just depends. Doesn't it? I mean, and that's kind of a hard reality to say to people that have been through some tough times, but we are meant to, you know, grow through these things as hard as that is. I mean, I would never have said that in the early years, you know, never now I can look back and say, okay, this was what I learned from that. I would have never been able to do this now, like talk on a show and even be this transparent, to be honest, never in a million years would I've thought of this. And, but I've gotten to the point where I, I worked on myself so much. And I, I, oh, I kept the doors open. I was always looking to say, I knew there was more, I really wasn't even spiritual. Yeah. At a young age. I mean, I was, oh, I always knew there was something out there. I mean, I wasn't into drugs. I was afraid of drugs knowing that I already drank enough, I would probably be gagged. So, um, I didn't, uh, continue on with any of that. But, um, I realized that there's something out there, but I don't know what that is yet. And it didn't really come to me till I first I opened the doors to my, the alcoholism in my family and I was going down the same path and it wasn't until I had my children and they were very young and I said, I'm not bringing this to my family. This is not happening. So then I joined 12 step groups and thank you that I was introduced to that. And I can think, you know, one of the members in my family for that, because they went in first and they told me about it and I said, okay, I, and I kept it in the back of my mind and I'm like, you know, this is, this is interesting. I have to look into this. So then the time came where I had to look into it. I'm like, okay, it's time to do something because this isn't working for me either. And I walked into a room with people were of the same thinking, like I was feeling home. As soon as I walked in the doors, I could feel that they were not afraid to share the pain that they've been through. Like we all do in this kind of round, we're doing it so much more openly. But at the time, those kinds of groups were the only safe places, because there was so much shame and labeling around this, that people just, you know, it was an anonymous, it's always anonymous, you know, that was the big deal. And you would never tell on anyone else that you started the meetings, you could not do that, which I honored always. And, um, you know, and I didn't talk about where I was for a long time. And then all of a sudden I said, you know what? What does it matter? You know, I've been on my road and if people are going to accept me or not accept me and I'm doing what I need to do, and I shared it. And then my spiritual world opened up when Reiki came in, I was introduced to Reiki. And because of that, I went into healing school and then learned a lot of modalities. Oh my gosh. And then I knew that this is where I needed to be, but I, it was such a path to, to heal from the narcissism, because to be in that grip of it's all about me, which was them constantly, even when I get on a phone call, it would be, you know, oh, this is what I did. This is what I did. This is what I did. Oh, this is what's going on. That's what's going on. And I would say, okay. And there was never like, oh, what's going on with. Did you find that the same? I mean, I think anyone who's been in this position finds that, that you're the listener where the listeners and where the, where the, I always was the listener. I was always the one who was willing to sit and listen and okay. Yeah. They don't, they're so insecure. They don't have enough space to be able to hold their in they're in the lack mode versus the abundance mode. And so they think that there's not enough love to go around for them to also reciprocate and ask how you are and they can't hold space, even for themselves, they have to have other people fulfill that. So then they can't fulfill it for you. Yeah. And so that God brought me into the healing, which was, which I felt that unconditional love from spirit coming in. And help me bring that to other people. Like I was so thrilled that I felt so much better once I got myself sober and was, I could, my brain was clear. Like they call it the pink cloud for the first year or so, because you're on this like pink cloud and it's a tough year. You either make it or you don't sometimes. I mean, a lot of people don't make it and, um, it's, um, And then you start remembering all the things that you did and all those, you know, those terrible, you know, like, not that it was a lot, but I mean, it was enough, you know, you'd be embarrassing when you'd go out, you'd overdo it and you'd do something silly and you'd be like, oh no, all those things would come back and you have to own it in your right mind endeavor. And I was like, oh, oh no, yeah, I didn't do that. Didn't I, and you know, and you had to, you had to look at it and, and, and live through that kind of horrible, embarrassing shame. And then you would, and I think that's what the narcissists can't do. They can't do that. They can't, they can't. Yeah. So that's led me to my, so then I got into my healing work, which I absolutely adored. And I love seeing people, you know, shift and change and say, oh my gosh, you got me on my path to this. You got me on my path to that. I'm inhaling school. Now. I never would have thought of that. If you didn't open the doors for me by clearing things out of my, you know, the emotional, I mean, they're always the willing participant. I'm just the conduit. I'm not doing it for them. They come with the willingness and then together we, we get this done. And so, um, It was so powerful and I did tons and tons of, uh, holistic fairs and all that, you know, early two thousands. I mean, I, I started Reiki in 1999. I've been doing this awhile and, um, but I loved it. And, but, you know, I was always in doubt too. I was in the doubt. Oh, is this real? Is this not real? All that kind of stuff in the early days. But now it's so common. It's just so wonderful to see how embracing, you know, like you're saying, oh yeah, you can easily talk about astrology. Now you can easily talk about your spiritual world and, and different things going on in your life. And I mean, we've shifted so greatly. I mean, we have so much to be proud of ourselves, how much we've shifted as human as humanity and opened the doors to who we're meant to be because we're hugely powerful people. So all of that healing work led me. And then I was like, I was kind of done with the healing, even though I'm not completely done, but I was a little bit done with the, and I started traveling and the traveling, and that was one of my dreams as a child. That was one of my dreams was to travel the world. And so, um, well I married my husband and he and I traveled for the first 10 years of our life. We lived all over the world. That was amazing. And it was such a dream come true, Australia, uh, Brazil, you know, we were in Canada, we were all over the U S you know, and then we got to travel different parts of the world. We just, we just love traveling and then opened the doors again to so much in the world that I wasn't aware of. Because if you stay in one place, you really don't learn a lot. I mean, unless you're really open and you read a lot and then you can take all that in, I guess it can help, but if you go and you experience it, oh, it's so great for you. It's a whole nother level of learning the experience because it's a full immersed immersion and you get to be there. And if you like hunt for different, uh, like spiritual rituals in those countries that they just came to you, or how, how was that? Well, when I first, when my husband and I first got married, we lived in Brazil. And so it took me too much. Um, I mean, I was just guided there. I didn't know what I was being done to, you know, in that time. And you're going to, um, this is gonna age me a little, but it's going to, it was called the wonders of the world. This is in the seventies and I'm like, seriously. And it was right there. And I said to my dad, we have to go here. We can't miss this. We're here. We have to go. So we did. And it was so fabulous because I know I haven't been there since the seventies, believe it or not, because it was so empty then it was like, now I heard it was crowded and there's all these markets. I don't know if you've been, but, um, I have a mentor that went a number of times and I was going to go with her. I was going to go through it, but I said, you know, I've already been, I've already been, do I need to go? And I never felt drawn to go again. But, um, it was magnificent when we went, cause it was so fresh. It was so fresh going up in a little van, up to the top of the mountain and then just seeing Machu Picchu. I can still see it in my mind's eye, this incredible. And it's not, I mean, it's not as big as you think it's going to be because you have this massive thing in your mind, but this is ancient times things weren't that way, that way, you know, and the way it was built on the health side, it was incredible just to be there. It was, it was wonderful. Did I have any big spiritual awakening there? I don't know. It might've just started me on the path. I didn't feel anything significant at the time, but when I, um, then I did start traveling with the same mentor that I went to many, many places with me, went to Israel and Jordan, we went to Cambodia, Vietnam. We went to Australia, New Zealand, which I lived in Australia in 20. Uh, ninth, let's see the eighties. And then I went back in 2017, which was really, really wonderful to go back. Now. Things are so different there, right? I'm constantly, you know, sent prayers to the Australians because they are like going through it right now. And, um, they really are. And you know, they're like the ones, it's almost like everything's being tried on them, them and the Israelis between the two countries. They're both getting huge, heavy, heavy, heavy, heavy. So send perse to both those countries and help them through this because they're the ones that they keep trying things on on to see if we're going to allow that in the rest of the world. So send the person, they don't allow it and we don't get it as far as it goes through the world. There's a lot to be aware of there. So just keep sending a lot of prayers out to all of these beings. Don't send hate. Don't send negativity, send love. Positivity, you know, as you know, and being Catholic, Jesus always said they, they know not what they do. And, uh, so we're just here to help them and love is light, right? I'm sure you can kind of dive a little bit more into that with the Reiki, but the love and the light, the flashlight is what dispels the darkness and the low vibration and the hate and their control is the darkness. And you can't, you can't eliminate darkness with darkness. And when you bring that light in the room, everything scatters, it all runs out. It doesn't want to be in there. It just runs away. So we are bringing more and more light in the planet. That's why things are really at the crescendo. It is right now. And because we are doing such good work because working on ourselves as we're doing this, like talking about these things, as we're doing, this is bringing so much light. So I brought into, so I was opening the doors to. My spirituality. And I was going through a small, a time around 20 13, 20 12, 20 11, where I wasn't feeling it for a while. I'm like, I don't know. I'm, I'm kinda tired. I'm kind of mad enough in 2012 was a big deal. You know, everybody was waiting for the big shift and there wasn't, there was a shift there it's just continued. It's just continued and continued to turn. So yes, huge boat. And what you said was a lie. It's a similar analogy of we're all collectively turning on our light bulbs and we're shining our lights bright, but it, you know, imagine the globe being dark and each person is a light. You know, we each, the more we turn it on the brighter and the bigger the mass of light gets, but it has to be, you know, pieces of the puzzle continual like actual. Well, there's a lot of lights turning on now, which is so great. That's why things are at this crescendo and they're trying to maintain control. And these are heavy narcissists that we're talking about extreme. These are the extreme narcissists that we're talking about. And, um, so it's almost interesting to look at what we've been through in our lives. It might, I think it prepared us like those of us who've had, they're aware that we were with narcissists, that we've been with them. That if you really look at where we are now in the world, we can say, okay, we've had a lot of practice on how to deal with these people. We didn't allow them to control us, then we're not going to allow it now. And I think the individual experience is again, shifting and, uh, making a huge wave into the collective, because if you're not going to put up with a narcissist in your own life, you're not going to vote in a narcissist. And so if enough people have that attitude in the narcissist and the monarchs. And the T you know, tyranny and the dictators are all going to lose their power and that's happening. I mean, does anyone really have any respect for any of these people anymore to tell you the truth? I mean, I've lost, complete. Yeah. There's, there's still some people who are drinking the Kool-Aid, but I think that the majority of them, Hey, I mean, they, if they, if they get, if they, by some chance get these whole of these kinds of podcasts and they hear this, it might, it plants a seed. Yeah. Talk about it, plants that seed that, that allows them to go, well, why would they say. You know, it's like, why would they even talk about that? Why does that even matter? You know, it's like people think it doesn't matter. Well, I just liked the way my life was. I wanted to go back to normal while there is no normal, that was never normal. And you'll you'll know that when, when we shift into the next level, which is going to be incredible, as they say, I mean, I think we're going to change our world because we're in charge of it. We're going to change it. And we are slowly starting to see that. And you know, it's not over yet. So, you know, buckle down, get strong and be prepared. Yeah. He said, we, we make our reality. And individually we shift the collective reality. Yes. Yes. So owning your divine light, which is my show. It's what came through when I said, you know, I'd love to try this kind of a show. It was more like a summit show I did. And, um, I said, can I do this? And honestly, it was like a duck to water. I loved it. I loved it. I know it was like, wow. I didn't think I had that in me. You know, it's interesting. You don't know you probably the same with you when you started, you didn't know, but you had this pole, like, there's something here. I have to bring out, like you're guiding no plan. I was just like, I need to start talking on a podcast. And so that's why it's, I feel like it's been a mess, the evolution, but I feel like I've like, I've complete clarity over that's natural. You know, messy is natural. The universe is chaos. And so we come out of, I live better in chaos and I do imperfection to tell you the truth. My life is always never perfect. Messy is, you know, I have a little here, a little messed up. I like my clean environments, of course. And I always like it. Nice when people come and all that. But then personally, when I'm doing my own thing, it doesn't have to be. Because I function better that way. I don't know why that's just how my natural state is. But, um, I mean, I know where everything is perfectly, right. If I straightened it out, I'm like, oh no, you used to always be there when the chaos was there and now it's all clean and neat. Oh no, I don't know where anything is anymore. Forget when I organized logs in your brain, a messy spot, and then you organize and I lose it. I'm like, I've organized it. So it's gone now. Thank you. I love that this has to be part of creator energy. I think this is the universal chaotic energy that we're, we're part of, you know, we're all part of that energy. Yeah. Yeah. Oh my gosh. I love that. I love that. Owning your own light because I think the other thing too, that can confuse us is the manipulation of the narcissist and always like planting all these different seeds or saying things that you want to hear. And then. You know, drawn back into let's call it their darkness and you're not owning your own light because you're searching for the light outside of you, I think is the biggest, yes, I didn't get too many compliments, to be honest, I never got complimented. So I that's why when I said to myself, what is it that I need in my life that I can help others find as well? And it was self-love, it was self-love and owning your divine light is owning who you are all, you know, like they used to say warts and all, and also, you know, um, loving who you are and knowing it's okay. You know, again, you're bringing in the shadow parts and all that people talk about, but that's just who we are. That's it just started their journey, you know, and it's our learning and it's our, it's our, it's our school because the earth is a school, right? It's an incredible school. And only the highest souls are here right now. Some of the highest, you know, mass, all of us are masters that are on the planet right now because they knew we were the ones that could shift this and they knew it. Wasn't going to be easy, like source God, universe, whatever you want to call. It knew that this was going to be a tough job to switch us out of these control factors that we'd been under, which we had no clue we were under. And, you know, we come in with that veil and you know, the children that are coming in now, they don't have. And a lot of the, um, you know, like the special needs kids, they, they came in without veils. And so that's why they can't communicate to us because they can see so much more than we even could fathom, but we don't understand that. So they medicate these kids and they try to put them in their boxes and control them. But, you know, it's interesting of her just recently, what did I hear? I love to listen to all kinds of podcasts, secret space program and all that kind of thing. And they talked about one of this super soldiers said that many, many of the children that work in the high computers or the special needs kids, because they know that their brains work so much faster and they are so much more above the level of where we are. And that's what they do. And I would have never realized that I was like, amazed, interesting, isn't it? And I said, wow. You know, I listened to so many things. I mean, you've got to be discerning, but I'm always guiding. I just trust. I trust now, you know, I never used to. And then, you know, I think the biggest thing with narcissism is trusting yourself, learning trust in yourself because you couldn't trust the people around you that that's, that's one of the biggest lessons. And I never really got it to, you know, in the last few years to tell you the truth, it takes so long sometimes to get these lessons and, and it wasn't there for us to see yet we weren't ready. Right there. Wasn't anything everybody's ready now. Yes. And everybody's ready no matter what their age is. I mean, I know young people that are so full of wisdom, I'm like, oh my gosh, like you said, this is a podcast of, you know, really young listeners and I'm so impressed. You know, it's so wonderful that they're starting these show because they were right. They're already opening. Yeah, they're already ready to hear this information cause they want to get it before it, you know, thrives in their life in a way that they can't change it really cool for the future. I think when I see all these, you know, vibrant, young, like the, oh, I'm blanking on her name, but this beautiful young girl really, she's not even a woman yet. And she is out speaking about global environment and global warming and like getting these adult world leaders to like wake them up, you know, she has such power and presence and that, and so many of even like just the YouTubers. I see. It doesn't matter if they're like not talking about spiritual, like they're just in their power and they're having fun and in their light and it, it, it's amazing. Yeah. I, I don't go on Tik TOK a lot, but I have friends that are on it. So I get things from it. And the young people on the things I hear are just amazing. I'm like, wow, that's really profound information that they bring in through. And they're just guided. They don't even think twice, you know? And it's like, and nobody looks at him like, oh, you're kind of weird or whatever. I mean, I'm sure there's a few that do, but most people don't, they're just like open anyone who's on any of these systems. I mean, most of them are fairly open. I mean, th these are the more spiritual guidance, but I mean, everyone's on everything nowadays because we were stuck inside for what, two and a half years. So, you know, everyone went in to these podcasts and all this, which in a way was probably good. I think we needed it. And because it was the major slowdown, I mean, the universe brought us to a screeching halt and there was a reason there was the reason is we needed to do the inner work. We needed to recognize who we are, what's going on in our life. Are we happy with her? Do we like what's going on? Do we like who we are with? I mean, people were with their partners because they were working, not working from home 24, 7. A lot of things shifted people, marriages broke apart, you know, all kinds of things happen good and bad, you know, and it's okay. And all the, all those things, you, you can't even call it bad because it really has shifted their pads. Like these people probably would have been stuck in those relationships for years. Not knowing that they didn't want to be in that really being worse. Yeah, absolutely. Yeah. So that it allowed you freedom in so many ways. I mean, we can look at it is, is a taking away of freedom, but then yet it gave us a lot of inner freedom. Yeah. I love that perspective. And like everyone we're talking about right now, they're all owning their light. Like your show is called and I love that your show is called that because it's true. And you have. And a lot of things. I say, I say this a lot of times is that the narcissist is drawn to the quote, unquote, we call them in paths, whoever, you know, you, you mature souls because there's a bright light. You have this beautiful shining soul, like you say, a mature soul and either they want the light and they're like insecure. I don't know exactly the reason. There's maybe a couple of theories or they're trying to snuff out our light because they want to continue to have the power and the darkness. Yes. They want to control the light. They want to control it. Yeah, absolutely. That's what I, I was reading all the different signs and I'm like, yeah, absolutely. Absolutely. I could see all that in my family growing up, I saw it all and it was like, it was textbook. It was textbook. And I was like, this is crazy. I would have never thought of that, but it was there. You know, even both sides, both sides. My, my, my mom had her way. My dad had his way. Oh. So he, she had the codependency where she enabled it was called. I think they name it a vulnerable narcissist. That was a good one, many different labels call that vulnerable nurses. That's an inward, but there's like 15 descriptions. It's crazy. But I think I could have given my father, probably all of them, almost all of them. He wasn't quite all of them, but pretty close, but you know, he know he was broken too. You know, I had it back once I started doing my healing work and I looked at them. And I knew that they were broken too, and they just didn't know how to put themselves back together. And these people are broken. So once you can step away from it and you're safe and a safe place, now you can look back and say, okay, what, what did I get from that? And how can I forgive them? Because forgiveness is really important to forgive these people. Because first you've got to forgive yourself for putting yourself in that position. But yet there was a reason. So I had to thank them for bringing me, uh, these lessons that I had to learn through them. And then I had to learn to forgive them. And I didn't think I could ever do it. I mean, I remember being in my forties and saying, I'm so angry at them. I don't know if I'm ever going to get past this anger. And then I went through the sadness and the grief. I went through, all of it, the grieving, it was like death. It was like a death. It's a death. And I was mourning. Grieving was still going on in my fifties. And, and you know, now I'm like, okay, Okay. Now I can actually look at them and say, okay, I get it. I get it. Now it took that long for me, but it takes what it takes. And I'm like, it's okay. And I was on this spiritual path, but still, we don't know if we're always giving it away. And we don't take some back for ourselves. Like these, this, these years have been years of receiving for us. And when you know, receiving is so important, allow things to come through. That's why the dream is like, allow the universe to bring it to you. We're allowing these things to come to us. So if you're getting nudge to do certain things and you get it two or three times start paying attention, because this is the universe saying, this is where you need to go. Maybe you didn't think there was something there, but follow it follow up because you don't know how it's going to unfold. You can't even figure it out. Cause it's never going to unfold in any way that you would have imagined, because I couldn't have imagined doing any of this. Like I'm doing now, which. Yeah, I think it's a huge lesson. Also like to be in that relationship. It's like, why did this happen to me? I should have had this perfect life and not experienced this suffering. Like you're saying, it's, it's a soul lesson. There was a plan here. Now you have the experience to identify, to be able to help other people heal like we're doing on this podcast and able to support those who are waking up to be able to hold their hand and say, you have bright light. Don't let it be snuffed. Oh, everyone is a light. Everyone has their light. And it's so wonderful. I remember I was in Egypt in 2005. That was my dream trip. I was on a spiritual group. It was only eight of us. And we went to ed Fu and my, and our leader said, let's, let's go into meditation and bring in our soul team. Okay. So I went into meditation and I had this huge entourage. I was like, oh my gosh. And in the. With my mother and father. Wow. And they were smiling, these big brilliant smiles. And I was like, whoa, I have never seen him smile like that. And I thought, oh my gosh, they're my spiritual mentors, which I didn't get. You know? And I think even at the time I was so stunned to see them there. I was still wasn't ready to acknowledge it, but now I can look back and causing suffering. Why are you here? These are the ones that are really messed up my life. And, um, and I, and now I understand why I was shown that, that they were there to bring me to the lessons that I needed to learn. I wouldn't have got there without them being, playing that part, like the souls come in to play a part, to help us get to that. That we're meant to get to if we're willing. I mean, sometimes you go the opposite way, but sometimes you don't and sometimes it takes enough pain to say, okay, I don't want to go down that road anymore. I'm done. I want to be back in and happen. I want to have peace in my life. I want to have some harmony, you know? And, and so I can look at them now and go, wow, that was a hard path to take. It's a hard one to take those bad guy roles and someone has to do it. And you know, you can even look at our world right now that the people that are doing these roles. That they took it on to bring lessons to humanity, to shift our planet and all the rest of the universe. Because once we shift it's, it's, it's that snowball it's that, you know, pebble in the pond thing. It's just constant reverberation through the whole universe, all of the, and we're not alone. I mean, I hope people understand that we're not alone here. And the other thing I've just learned, which I, you know, you keep listening, you keep hearing, there's not just nine planets in this solar system. There were so many planets that went unaware of, I mean, maybe, maybe many people know, but there's so much that we don't even know about. And it's all hidden from us. We can only see so far in space with our tools. They won't allow us. No, no, no. It's not that we can't, we're not allowed to see it. Oh, it's it's being clouded like with, with a matrix, correct? Correct. Okay. Isn't that something I was like seriously and our own planet is a lot bigger than we know. Um, there's more continents on it than we know this is what I'm hearing now. I have not, I can't tell you exactly, but isn't that an interesting seed to plant now? Why would they say that? You know, why is that coming out now? Now it could be disinformation. Now you have to look at things with discernment, but it's also planting a seed. Like, don't be surprised when things start coming out, that you're going to hear more than, you know. Yeah. Because supposedly, eventually we're going to get more, more information about what is really going on. And there's a lot of things breaking. I mean, I'm going down different rabbit holes here when I talk, when I'm talking, but I love the concept with the souls, like lessons. Cause I think that's the biggest confusing part. It's like, why is this person. Say they love me, but yet so evil. And that's an interesting concept to really think about. There's a book that I, I listened to. I didn't even read it. I just, you know, the audible, um, the journey of the soul, uh, I have to look up the off. Yes, William a doc. I know him, I know the doctor, I read all those books. Three of them, he wrote three books and I, I listened to the one and it was exactly that, like you get in a huddle, you like, you have your own kind of like private soul group. You've make a plan. You like, this is what you're gonna, um, that I, I need to learn the role. This soul has a responsibility and it's not like, like, it just takes on such an interesting, like, just as we do here on earth, we have to take responsibility and know what we're learning and lessons the same as for the soul. It's like, yes, this is what I need to learn is like, okay, after you, you die, you like have this little conference. So like, yeah, I totally messed up. Like, I should have not done that in that light, you know? And then you make another plan. Evolve and learn again in a different life. So well, it's the density. When they come into the density of our planet, the 3d, we don't have any memory of what we chose to come in with and the way it comes out, the way it unfolds is so different than we think we're going to see it. We think one way, but it's never the way we think it's going to happen ever. Yeah. And I remember him saying to like, there's going to be a little bit like the little different signs. Cause you go into it knowing that you're going to have amnesia, but you like plant all these different, like when you hear this bell or you hear this bird or whatever signs you pick, it's really interesting. It is. And I mean, it's, there's no coincidence is, I mean, we've heard that for so many years, but it's so true. There's no coincidences at all. Even the people you see in the streets and. They're there to like flash at you, something it's like, you look at a person, you go, wow. I almost feel like they note that person. Right. And you probably do because they're in your soul group, but they weren't having a major role in your life this time, but they they're there to just spark, like you said, that it's almost like that have not afforded like, boom, this is the next awakening step for you goat. Now you're ready for the next level. Yes. And that's, I think where we are now in so many people's humanity and plus, you know, just connecting to narcissism and understanding what it is and being able to take care of yourself. It's all about taking care of yourself first. I mean, that needs to be selfish when I was growing up, it was called conceded and selfish and blah, blah, blah. But that, isn't what we're doing. We're doing it with a way of, you know, um, really loving who we are. I mean, if we can't love who we are, how can we love somebody? Yeah. And love is expansive. Like that idea that self love is conceited. Again, it's coming from the place of lack and it's trying to control how people are loving and you, you have to love yourself. And then it's just an expensive, I mean, I think even Jesus says it in the Bible somewhere. I forget about like, you love, you know, you're you fill your own cup full and, and then your cup pours over because then you have multiple love for everyone. Yeah. Well, we have to fill our own Cubs and that's what we're doing right now. I think that's what, you know, even though it's been very challenging, you've had a chill choose your cups while you're in this situation or not choose a cup and I'm better just to be on your own. Yes. Yes. And, um, so we really, I mean, for me, owning your divine light has been so powerful to just step into that, that willingness to go. Yeah, and it keeps happening. It's not like there's an end to the journey. It's a constant thing, but you keep getting more and then the more you get them, you get more peace in your life or you get more love to yourself. Like, I think I was listening to you was that you, that I heard you're saying this, uh, a podcast that said be aware of your self-talk. And I said, oh my gosh, that is so true because we can be, if you, if people really like we're meant to move into telepathy and eventually, like, that's why the, the kids that are, you know, special needs, they help, they all are telepathic. They really only reached you through telepathy. So if you're willing to go there and open to it, you're going to be able to connect with these kids. But, um, we're moving towards it and we're all capable of it. Like you'd done. Some people are already there. I mean, there are people that can do it now. Yeah. And, um, and so when you open to that, Oh, gosh, I lost my spot. I had a thought in my head and then I went off on a tangent. So, um, what I was feeling is that it's so important to what was I going to say? Isn't that interesting? You know what? I don't even remember what you said before telepathy. Cause I was like, boom, being something came on my head about human design. Cause I talk a lot about that in the pod and I'm going to get into the centers this, um, upcoming week. Um, what are we in April? Like April after April 16th anyways. And so like the head center is where the telepathy comes from and we didn't have a solid, um, defined center of your head. You don't have to say anything. You can just think it. And the person with the open center can hear it. And I love how like that's already there and our energies, like you say, everyone can do it. We're all like passing information without having to. Yeah. And I, and I recently took a remote viewing class cause I always wanted to learn remote viewing. And that's a really challenging thing you have to trust and you have to surrender so much to just whatever comes through. Right. So I was getting there. It was actually pretty interesting how it was unfolding. It's still, you know, it's still in process, but it's something you have to practice, practice, practice, like anything in the life like telepathy, you have to practice. And I do something called divine design mapping, which is kind of, it's not human design. Cause I know what human design is. A little of, I know I'm a projector, so I know that part. And do you know what you are? I'm a generator. Yeah. Oh, you're a generator. Perfect. And. Yeah. And you know, it's so interesting. Every one of my family is a projector. My husband, my son and my daughter, I said, oh my gosh, isn't that crazy? It's not a comment. It's not as rare as the reflector, but that's not a very common, I was so shocked. I'm like, oh my gosh, all four of us, the projectors are very close to mine as a projector, deep in spiritual family there. Well, yes and no, you know, I started it that way and you know, that life is, you know, how the, the world comes in and, you know, distracts you, but they're doing okay. I mean, they're doing okay. They're doing actually very well. So I'm blessed. I'm blessed. And um, so the divine design mapping is, uh, you take your name, your birth. Um, which is, you know, mine was Janet another name, right? And I, you put it in the star of David and you put it through what they, a kind of a calculator. It's actually the gentleman who really designed it was the gene keys. Uh, he wrote the gene key. I can't think of his name, but the woman that I trained with, she, she literally expanded on it and she opened the doors to, uh, looking at it in a deeper way. She wrote a whole book and really broke it down and really a great way so that you can look at the, the, up the lower triangle as your first zero to 35 years. So. Physical challenges, your physical traits and your physical goals. And then the upper triangle is the next, like, sorta like midlife on til, you know, you, you trans transition and that is, um, again, your spiritual challenges, because now we always move into the spiritual realm. I, because we look back in our life, it's almost what I call it. It's like the, you know, midlife crisis, you're looking back at your life and saying, that's the old word that they used to use, but it still makes sense because you're looking at you're left with saying, well, do I like where I am? It's kind of like where we are now. I think the world is in midlife crisis, if you want my honest opinion. And, um, we're looking at our lives and we're saying, oh, do we like. We don't have gleaning. We don't like oppression. We don't like racism, tyranny. We don't like patriarchy. Exactly. And this is where we all were in life courses. So this one also is that part. So you have your spiritual challenges, spiritual goal traits and your goals. And then the middle is your soul destiny. And when you look at all those parts of you and you can do it young, doesn't matter how old you are. I mean, you can see where your name, your birth name lays out the foundation of your soul path. So when you send that name through the vibration, when you're in the, in the ethers, coming in as a soul, you send that vibration to your parents and they bring the name through in whatever way you've sent them the energy. You know, they'll, they'll bring it in through in the way they see it. So your name comes through and this name is then you look at the chart and you can help people see the challenges they've had in their life. Why it's had. Or some of the reasons why you had these challenges and what you've gained from it, which is your spiritual gifts, where if, once you get past those challenges or at least acknowledge them and integrate them into your life, you can bring them into your gifts. So then they develop into your gifts. Cause a lot of the gifts that we have, we just take for granted, we think, oh, this is just what I always do. Okay. It's similar related to like, I remember when I was younger, they had like, and I was grace, super extreme Christian. They had a little cards with your name. It was like a biblical meaning of your name. Oh, it's a little different. It's a little different. I've never seen that. But that sounds interesting. It's a very old system. It's about a 4,000 year old system and it comes from the Kabbalah. It comes from that cabalistic background and it's with a light language in there. It's like light letters. And so then you go into your spiritual goals. Which, you know, once you get your special gifts lit up, you recognize them and, and, and, and I can help you see, where are you in your life? And this, and this level, it's sort of gives you an idea, like how far on track are you? Are you, you know, need a little, and I can't push you. This is just your own knowledge to know where you are. And then from that, you can look at your life and say, okay, I can shift this now. I understand why this is here. It gives people a lot of understanding, which I love. I love that about it. I think it would give confidence to push through the fears, the fears of unknown, the fears of where should I go, or, yeah, what's going on so hard on ourselves that we don't always think that what we're doing is. In alignment with what we're meant to do. But a lot of times it is like this, even being connected to a narcissist, it's an, as we said, it's in part of our soul paths. So this brings you into your soul destiny. And I even can help, you know, whether you're a star seed or an indigo or a, or earth or a, um, a hybrid, whatever, all kinds of interesting things like that. It's fun. It's really, really fun. And it's very enlightening. Like it puts words to things that you don't, you can't put words to something. You know, you don't see it in yourself, plus you don't always look at yourself and you can't put words to yourself, you know, when you had to write a bio for yourself, wasn't that like the hardest thing, like, oh my gosh, I have to talk about myself now, how do I do that? And who am I? Who do I want? You know, who do I choose to be? I mean, who do I want to be in my authentic way? And if this, the noises and the manipulation and the thoughts and the agenda of that narcissist in your head. Yeah. You can't, you can't hear yourself because they're stuck in your head. Exactly. So once you can get through that forgiveness part, some of that healing part, I mean, it takes time to get, you know, completely through it all. But yet, you know, we're at this point now where they're saying that, you know what his past is past, you look at your learnings from it, grief. And then just let, let it go because it's done now you're done with that part. It's time to move forward, allow what the universe has meant to bring through dream, dream, dream. Isn't that interesting circle. I love that. That's so great that we come full circle because yeah. Owning your divine light is what I wanted to do. So I feel like I just, you know, I just keep going in that direction. That's my, that's my path. Can you do something for us to end out the podcast? Can you read like your favorite paragraph from what you read at the beginning? Just to remind us, give us a send-off message of what the universe is wanting to tell us about dream, because we did come from full circle. We did. I like, um, I like this one. The language of the universe is vibrating. The universe hears and responds directly to your vibrations. So the most important thing you can do is tend to them. This is a message for you to rest and reset your vibration back into balance. So your dreams can manifest the conditions in your outer world are always a reflection of your inner vibration. So changing your vibration will truly change your situation. The universe is listening and responding to it. This is the time to slow down, relax and let yourself dream and allow the manifestation of your dreams to come to you. So when you say vibration, I mean, sometimes that might turn people off. Cause if they're not spiritual, they may not get it. But th that, that really is just a. How are you feeling? Are you enjoy in your life? I mean, frequency is joy. Joy is a very high frequency. And if you can at least be happy or peaceful or harmonious in your life, that is frequency. That is a frequency of, you know, it's going to help bring your dreams to you. So that is what they mean by frequency. It's just your state of being, it's your state of when you listen to music, whatever is going into your ear and music. I love music. I love music and it's always been one of my healing factors. I would put it on when I was a child. You know, kids, teenagers, you know, anywhere between 11 and 12, 20 years old, I would listen to it. Even now my husband, I turn on music all the time. Love it. Absolutely. Thank you so much. Yarra for being here is such a pleasure. You guys can find her through all the links in the show notes and the description. It's been such a pleasure talking with you. It has been wonderful. I really enjoyed it too. Thank you. Thank you. And everyone just enjoy your life right now and do that in your work. It's important as it's going to help you get to that new frequency that we're all ready for. We're there. We just have to do a little bit of work and you're already listening to this. So this is going to get you there. Listen, everybody that Raven brings through, it's so important and your mind open, just be open to whatever is meant to come to you, allow it and remember, always keep your unique light shining. I love it of that. Thank you so much for listening and always, if you love this podcast and episode rate and review it on apple, take a screenshot and DM me at Raven Scott show. I appreciate you so much, like, this video and subscribe to the channel. The more you do, the more you tell you tube, you love. Love my videos. And the more, the light will shine bright out. Into the world.